i know, according to some of you..(you know who you are) agree that i have a come-and-bug-me face......but seriously, i think i'm getting a little too lucky.....some sort of tao3 hua1 yun4....

today, guy i flirted/danced/got acquainted (which ever your definition) with floated my sms inbox....

>hi, remember me?
>do know you my name?
>are you busy now?
>how are you doing?
>when are you going to club again?
>next time you go call me
>very diff to get your friends to club together
>sometimes we get girls to come drink with us too....
>i think you are very busy right now.....shall "talk" to you next time

etc etc

accidentally sent the add of this blog to focc yahoo groups.....panicked.....die die die........what's the worst case scenario....pak loon decides to read everything and bug my personal life...?

having food junkie tomorrow....as usually i'm quite stressed coz haven't completely ensured that everything will go well. got prizes to take care of.....impromtu things to settle....as usually too lots of paper work.....and the challenge trophy ah....so big... taller than me when i carry it. and a med lect saw me and asked, is it for me?....hahaha. lots of people making eyes at me and expressions to recognise the fact that i'm carrying an extra large thingy in front of me. now it's sitting on my table...no space for me to do anything other than use my laptop.

had an interesting day. at 3am in the morning this guy called chris, 27, kl, icq me and ask whether i want to see him naked....then since it was 3 am in the morning....it was good amusement, so i said..ok....so took the trouble to download msn and install etc....then saw the webcam directed at this ** on the webcam.....then... jeremy came along and disturbed the poor guy....saying things like are you sure it's supposed to be like that? why does it look weird ....etc etc...then the guy sounded very insecure of himself....hahahaha

then the best part....the guy said he got nothing to arouse him. so jeremy went and told him a story about the beach, girl in bikini and thong and wiggling....(in his actually words when he tells other people about it). then ask the guy enough a not, then he said yah, thanks....

hahaha....didn't know such a thing exists...

then today right, some engin year 4 guy called me from his home phone
Guy:Hi, you are Grace rite?
Me:Yah,
GUy: you are organising the food junkie challenge rite?
Me: yah
Guy: i'm jing long(can't catch his name), i saw you the other day at sci canteen, i was wondering whether we can be friends.
Me: OKay....
Guy: i mean, it's ok rite? you are not freaked out or something rite? i know its not a usually thing.
Me: no no...i'm ok with making friends
Guy: is there anybody who will be unhappy with you making friends like your boyfriend or something?
Me: no....making friends is good, i dun mind widening my social circle.
GUy: but you have a boyfriend?
Me: yah, but he should be okay with me making friends...
Guy: but you know the intent i have for making friends rite?
Me: but i don't think your intent will be achieved...
Guy: so you are staying at home or in hall?
Me: i stay in hall
Guy: which hall
Me: pgp
Guy: so is your boyfriend staying in pgp
Me: yah
GUy: so he is your senior lah
Me: yah
Guy: pharmacy senior?
Me: no, he's probably in the same fac as you (thinking that engin is a very big fac and such a desperate guy...)
Guy: what fac is your bf in
Me: what fac are you in?
Guy: engin
Me: yah same
Guy: so you got to know your bf thru pgp lah?
Me: Yah....
Guy: so are you in your room rite now?
Me: no, i'm actually rushing for a meeting now...
Guy: ok lah...i call you another time loh....
Me: ok...
*conversation ended*

just had prac.....lab tech says cannot paste the label on the rough parts of the bottle and the bottle is so small.....we had to trim all the 4 auxillary labels to only the words itself which is about half a cm. and glue it onto the bottle....no sticker even. and then we had to fold the label out in the middle, forming a flab in the middle of the bottle, very obscene. then my bench people were complaining about the stupidity of pasting so many labels and all in red, so intimidating.....if we were the patients....we couldn't even try to take the medicine. then i commented that i cannot stand it, i have to document the ridiculous label...then we all lined our bottles up in a line...took pictures at different angles then tried a different arrangement...and snap some more.....chao hilarious.....hahahahah...still waiting for time to pass...maybe i should go study genetics.

as requested:

for those of you wondering if i had a nice valentine's day.....no....but i had a nice celebration.

went to fuzion on friday had a nice dinner...very worth it too. the food was good the manager also coaxed us to take a picture to enter this competition for the most attractive couple. the first time me and jeremy saw the poster we were like, forget it lah. so we posed for her and jeremy decided to kiss me after we took the picture and the manager shrieked,"oh, that's a good picture, can you all kiss again so i can take a picture?" then we were like, "OKay...".....then they gave us chocolates...got coconut inside one!!! so nice to eat. then got 2 teddy bears also. after that went to see how the usp people were doing with their buffet.nobody there one....then ben was trying hard to cut loses on the flowers and selling them at one rose $2....so jeremy bought me one more rose, bought 2 roses, for 2 of my cluster mates...then wrote some lovey dovey note signing of as kh....hahaha, one of them actually tot it was kh who came and delivered the flowers.

then walked to west coast via this very niely built foot path...like in a park lah....lit all the way, far from the sounds of the highway and along the way spotted many people, or shall i say couples, in deserted parts of the park....then reached west coast played with all their playgrounds......very fun leh.....am even thinking of having an amzing race obstacle course there.....not very dangerous but very fun.....

so that ended my valentine's day celebration with tulips.

mugged the whole of saturday and sunday for my physio test.....in the end i forgot everything i studied on saturday. ....i think i need to buy more memorax or vit b to enhance my memory. sighz.....

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was at chatterbox today.....almost went crazy with all the beautiful flowers there.....even some of the roses were nice......

enjoy:

feel apprehensive.....i know that stress is goingto build up. just like today, i have 2 hours for lunch. here i am trying to clear my mail that has accumulated for a while. need to go osa to request for permission to hang banner. then need to go for lab.....which is synonymous to WAR. then rush to dg/dinner which is out of school then need to come back to school to see simin dance. then only cansit down and start doing my homework. speaking of which i still haven't finish watching the webcast yet. and the tut for that lect is today, just had it.

saw the chem eng cute guy again....graded him 9.3 but today...he was a disappointment. my friends say its his hair.....but now he is only worth 7.....

got this terrible nagging feeling that things are seeping out of my head.

found this on my table today......

feel better now....vented my feelings on the following.......

feel very disturbed now....very....i'm getting very distracted....i keep thinking of him.

want to vent it somewhere.....apparently i'm not the only one....my friend is also going thru this phase too....

sigh....why are all the bashes this sem making sexuality as their publicity vehicle? getting sick of them liao.

saw an article in malaysian newspapers titled vice and virginity. talks about the 3 forces colleges girls face today. one is society's traditional view on virginity. to them, a girl's value is measured by her virginity and its an all-or-nothing idea. not virgin, not a person who demands respect when in the first place, girls aren't very respected esp on the roads. personally i've been a victim....when the guys see that i'm a female driver, they feel free to curse fuck and show middle finger etc. coz they know i won't get out of my car and punch them in their faces....and in actual fact that was exactly what i want to do. but then jeremy calls this nature of me "belligerent". *pouts*

then the second force is something i can't rem then the 3rd one is hormonal force. research shows that teenagers are most strongly affected by their sex hormones at the age of 19 to 20.... (that's me rite?) yup. the writer proposed that society allows couples to get married after the a levels so that the marriage will put the teens' minds at ease and concentrate on studies. besides, the cost of living together is much less, contrary to common belief. so interesting. and then the author also added that parents have to understand that pre-marital sex does not directly lead to impregnation. hahahaha...................oh yah...and he also added that most parents think that having relationships distract a person in their studies.....that's because they themselves have not been to the U and thus don't know how it is for us.......

amazing that this article actually got published in a malaysian newspaper.

home today....almost entertained the idea of staying in hostel to study for chem n us....but seeing how i tend to daydream the minute i look at my notes....think i'll be better off spending time to travel to and fro malaysia. realised that the test is 20% final grade and exam is 35% only.....puts my mind to ease as to how to cope for exam...got chem and us right in the middle of 2 mugger papers.

must blog more when i'm free....find that my typing speed has reduced a lot loh.....and the worst part about coming home ah....i just found out that my younger sister who is now 5-10 cm taller than me is 3 kg less heavy.....oh no........oh no........how how....
i keep telling myself it's the muscles.....and when i was in sec one.....i really was much lighter......=|

did most of my LSM tut today.....feel so guai....tut is on wed.....that's when i can meet my cute chem eng guy again........

got a red and itchy butt....due to vodka...hope it'll go away soon and not take 2 weeks.

SOOooo long never blog already.....losing the speed at typing......anyway, i lost my inspiration to blog along with my handphone....my off button couldn't work....and then somehow, the handphone shut itself off......so i was left with no handphone, and the worst part is, i had to do lots of communication last week and some how, all my contacts were absorbed into my handphone memory and i couldn't contact anyone even if i changed handphone.....so poor thing......didn't expect myself to be so dependent on it...

so no handphone, no hp camera.....so sad....in the end got my handphone fixed...its working good now....but somehow hor.....the extention doesn't work anymore.....so sad, now no radio....luckily my camera is in built and not extention.

went chionging last night.......it feels like so long since i went to a club......ever since my very eventful 19th birthday......but last night was great....the place very big.....music is good.....drinks were on free flow......not that it was a great thing or what....in fact, if it was only two cups per person, i might not have gotten a headache last night.....but the drunkedness was good enough....good enough to lose oneself into and enjoy the rhythm of the music....

yup......good music, got better after faith, wl and marc left....pity....but i'm glad i stayed for it. was so so so surprised i saw my pharmacy seniors there.......it was like OMG.....and i didn't know he smoked....i mean...it was expected that if he pubs often, he smokes right....but i didn't expect it anyway. then he introduced me to his friend Nick.....hahaha, name is like tom, dick, harry. yah but anyway the place was cold....before the crowd arrived. drank more than 5 cups....was like...shit.....over dose!

then learnt how to play finger guessing....my senior saboed me to drink again....then danced with bizcom and haze.......then don't know how, faith they all dancing on the platform liao....then kenna pulled to join them....then that nick guy ah....he's a guy lah....got close to me while trying to talk to me above the music volume.....heh, but then he wouldn't do anything fun coz if anything, he will be ruining my senior's reputation and there's a fair bit more for him to go before graduation.......yup...flirted ....a bit....too bad my friends couldn't make it....more targets .....

then later faith they all left and my senior persuaded me to stay for one hour more....he said he would drive me back....so ok loh....free ride anyway. then got headache, jeremy made tea for me....made me finish it and bathe proper before i slept so that i'll sleep better....and read the devotional readings to me....while i was trying to pay full attention. so glad of jeremy....where got such a bf, let you go flirt then come back...take care of you....must get something very special for him for v day....but don't know what....how?

i actually woke up in time for my 8 am lect this morning....but by 10 something i was drifting to sleep already....then after 12...i came back to room and slept till 3.30 then i had to drag myself to my chem tut....only 3 pple were then at 4.05.......best loh.....

did a personality test....it says i value pride most, followed by family, money, career and last love........would say its quite accurate, but not that all the above vary greatly in importance in my life. ..... then it interprets that I'm a loyal person, i think the person i love is clingy, my enemies are dirty...my life is open...and here comes the least accurate part, it says i think sex is bitter........HUH!?!?!

you all try it too.....arrange then animals: horse, cow, sheep, tiger and pig in the order you like....

tried from travelling to and fro malaysia. shall put lots of pictures

cooked some butter prawns for reunion dinner......very nice, i can tell just from smelling...hehehe


nice scenary at grandma's house:




had steamboat and then went ktv on the eve of CNY eve.....

am learning how to use final cut pro in usp cyerarts studio now.....have to count on myself to do my work .......learn learn......shhh............

Haaa............finally got time to myself to do my own stuff. when one gets involved in so many things, meeting so many people, you find that time to ourself is really precious, and yet i'm spending it on ....blogging....and not sleeping...don't know what's the problem with me....

went back home last weekend, did lots of stuff, family missed me, i missed them too. helped my bro with f maths.....quite a challenge trying to remember the things i easily dumped aside for 1 year plus plus...taught my sister maths too, science, i'm not too good with energy lah....played scrabble.....almost lost to my youngest sis loh.....she put down all her letter 3 times....3 times...loh....

oh then went shopping for hamper items, wrapped a whole hamper myself....


oh yah, my sisters snap-crazy with my handphone....here are the results of their work *drum roll*

simin says no need prepare for interview.....but at least i tried my best.....got the feeling that they aren't going to let me get the post...but at least i tried.....did my part.....will be looking forward to doing foc for pharmacy and usp if i'm not selected.

went to sheares hall today.....very nice. did well for my cyberarts module today....readings are easy to understand and read, so happy. first time the possibility of the rest of usp modules to be not as jialat as my writing module gleamed on me. want to do well for pharm prac, it's the essence of being a pharmacist. want an A...but seeing that's i'm usually a clumsy and careless girl....not very confident of getting an A leh...

oh yah, got offered a chance to act in a crusade production in march.....will be very busy leh.....got class presentation...got food junkie challenge....

new semester, new textbooks....new registration....need mug shots....realised that i have no more mug shots of myself, so one fine day, i put on make-up, went to the instant photo booth at sci canteen and guess what? the machine doesn't accept all the ten one dollar coins i put in.....wah lau make me sweat for nothing....

never mind.....so went to engin....apparently, nobody as hard up as me, the machine hasn't been used for a long while, in the end my photo came out along with quite a bit of iron(III) oxide.....so now in my photos i have lots of black heads and i look like an indian....

ate lunch with an old friend at arts yesterday. he commented that i sound very composed now, mature....ie old liao.....*cry cry* last sem, i was among the freshies, now, old already, planning for next intake of freshies somemore, and some of them older than me.....

just came back from dispensing practice.........wah the lab tech talk sooo slow....took one hour to brief us on everything and demo everything...in the end, saliva started forming white strands on the sides of his lips somemore....but then amazingly, he still finished faster than the other lab techs. dispensing medicine is like doing surgery like that.....everything must be sterile and clean....balance must be level....and mine was not loh....spent sooo much time trying to adjust it, and i noticed that it's wobbly only after i weighed out my second pile of powder....eng liao loh....

then was fighting against time to finish dispensing just 2 kinds of medicine, btw, we did aspirin and charcoal today. got to grind them and wrap them up in nice little packets. and the lab tech very free, down there, pciking up the mic every few minutes, "we all should be at your second medicine now"....how not to be nervous, plus any slips or mistakes will cost me my grade.....which i intend to get an A- min for it....the marking system is ridiculous....!

so, to cheer me up went to buy myself a cheese cake at fuzion, you all should come down to pgp and eat at fuzion one of these days.

tomorrow vulcan outing to chinatown....better finish all my homework first.

oh yah, did i mention that i bumped into my yr 4 pharm seniors today and got to do some publicising for my FOOD JUNKIE CHALLENGE? and they were quite interested....yay!!!

got interview in an hour....better prepare. cannot let simin down.

what does the following mean?

"It simply means you have 50% more chance than our prev class of meeting that special someone for you!"

went to Esplanade on thusday....got inspired by my cyberarts class....took some pictures with my not-so-good hp camera...first 3 pictures are art works by this china guy....


words in speech bubble: you know what? i don't think we are meant for each other


words in speech bubble:I know, safety first...


words in speech bubble:Don't worry, it will be better..


this one....just for fun....

just received this chain email....whose pictures one of my classmates used for presentation in class.......i'll be damned if the teacher thought really well of him.