Only when my blinds are down do i know that wind blows through my room....

it's just like exams...it's just like anything....

it's just like, having training all season for that 100m sprint...and yet... you sprained your ankle somewhere in the middle, just when you tot victory was yours, just when you tot all your training has not been in vain, just when...

just when you're so high above the rest... and you fall to the ground... and you have to climb all over again... nobody will send a lift down for you... you have to climb... step by step all over again... knowing, fearing and understanding fully that you'll fall this far again... or fall even harder....

i can imagine... running for that 100m sprint, and not being able to complete it...you want to, but you can't... there's nobody at the end... awaiting you... just helplessness to greet you...

it's so helpless, waiting for my results/cap score to come out, knowing it's going to fall below expectation, and you still cherish that hope that... maybe.. maybe.. it might not be all that bad... only to be crushed again when the results come out, but you can't live in ignorance, you can't not look at the score, you can't not know how you did, because you've got to climb that ladder again...

i fell so hard...i feel like pounding the red synthetic material on the track... crying for my helplessness

I AM VERY DEPRESSED!

1] my dvd rw which is supposed to have 3GB worth od videos songs and module information is BLANK! how did it happen?

2] made an oversight in stats paper...lost marks... no more A

3] tmr still have lsm paper

4] nobody go out with me tmr

5] not much money to go on shopping spree

Just watched The Incredibles....bet my sister is egging to watch it... when i get back to malaysia....i might consider bring her to the cinema to watch it. =)

Jack jack is so cool.....imagine... he can copy anybody... be anybody... make fun of the school teacher... haha...sure will have incredibles 2...

so proud of myself....i actually made a western meal's appetiser... from the comforts of my hostel room...the soup is very nice...with steam raising into the cold morning/afternoon air(due to the rain). then the bread and butter just tastes wonderful with the soup...it's potato with bacon bits soup btw...

tired tired.... today was my econs paper...it's quite bad... coz i want to show that i can do well in it, although i have no econs background at all. but i guess... it really takes practice. i chose the wrong questions to do... when i wanted to change... it was all too late. plus... i answered the questions wrongly... sigh. but all was not too bad. our term paper got an A... thanks to all the guys who did the work in my group... and my second response paper got B+/A-... plus a comment: good attempt!... yah.... well, then it rained... but it didn't prevent me from getting myself my share of fruits from arts canteen.... PGP has no fruits... and those at the air con canteen is bloody expensive, but it has quality too.

oh well, so i cut my finger while closing the umbrella... just when i tot i was in for a bad bad day... some contest which i randomly entered, replied and told me i won the $100 jeans voucher... yay... now i have more things to look forward to after exams.

after exams, i want to buy a digital camera... my family still doesn't own one... and then i must eat less... so that i can get a nice almost flat tummy to buy the jeans...

i decided after the test... that i must be more tidy... mentally as well. so when i got back to my room i decided to start cleaning up my shelf...(shift all the modules which i've finished over to the far end) and tear out the pages in my notebook pertaining to those modules.... punched holes in all of them... and ringed them.. and classified them...then cleaned my room, did laundry, then clean my computer of junk... make space for next semester's junk and notes. yup... now i have 1.64GB of free space for more videos, music and notes...reckon i will need more space after getting the camera coz i'll just shoot everything i find which is vaguely amusing... not only me... my whole family have to share too... then my sisters love to snap everything which THEY find amusing...so...need more space... need another? DVD-RW.

then stef, my clustermate shared her ROTIBOY with me... it's this pancake like bread, with sweet crispy crust... and the inside is buttered.... yummy! and i bought the kopitiam bread... to make more delicious kaya toasts =)...did i say i was going to lose weight?

Amidst all the exam preparation, and study schedules which i always overshoot, i actually went to watch Mamma Mia! the musical.... oh, it was great... the musical, lamely funny, but very enjoyable, i lament that i cannot be one of those very talented performers on stage...they were thoroughly enjoying themselves, and i'm paying to watch their enjoyment! but i love the musical, it can join the league of classics along with sound of music and my fair lady.

went to download the soundtrack for fun, and realised that the voices of the london cast is so much better, although the australian cast is quite good too...and i can just relive the whole musical from the soundtrack. and here i tot i didn't have to get the musical soundtrack because my mom has "the best of ABBA" cd. i'm so totally wrong, there's a big market for the soundtrack too.

From Southpark (ladder to heaven):

Question from UN member: are you high, or just incredibly stupid?

George W. Bush: I assure you, that I am definitely not high...

"Peeking through the window in Hamburger's world"

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Feel like a Princess.... this is my castle, where I live happily. (there's music to it as well)....ta ta ta....ta ta ta...