Thursday, April 28, 2005

Bicep guy CONFIRMED gay

made a big discovery last night, was studying in study room with 2 other people. at 1 pm, it was late and one guy decided to retire, other guy asks him to wait for him, coz "gay guy" was watching tv in the tv room and might bump into him. [previously, gay guy winked to my friend on the bus, and smiled at him on many occasions.]on further description, i realised that "gay guy" totally fitted that of bicep guy. and we confirmed it.

thus bicep guy shall officially be renamed Bicep gay.

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Faced with such a sadist and cunning lecturer, Grace has decided to spot questions:

format of paper:

40 MCQ
5 Definitions
2 out of 3 long questions

of which long questions take 1 hour. Since lecturer is cunning, there's no use in trying to spot mcq questions coz everything will come out of STC, which nobody remembers or have time to study.

5 definitions, got it covered.

long questions (probable topics):
1) types of disinfectant, which to use or which situation OR compare and contrast tests for disinfectant ability
2) Significance of microorganisms in pharmacy
3) Fungi reproduction
4) Counting methods for microorganisms (most content... pao ga liao, must be her favourite)

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Bicep guy in the Gym

bicep guy was in the gym today, lifting weightsand doing pull-ups, in a perforated sleeveless t shirt....like the netted kind....gross... gay....!

Monday, April 25, 2005

Today is a day to rejoice.

1) PHAMACO is over...... i'll be glad to say i can throw all the info out of my head, but i don't want to do it, because, logically, i'll need it later. and it's important information too, for my profession.

2) I reunited with a piece of metal, welded into a circle that has letters " Y E R M J E " on it.

Saturday, April 23, 2005

Wah.... i opened my textbook today for the second time and found a world of information in there... i hardly felt anything like that for any textbook. after exams, i'm going to make it my leisure reading to read william.... he's such and interesting writer!

Friday, April 22, 2005

Things to blog about 2 days to exam

1) i think someone is stuck in the lift, and pressing the alarm in vain.

2) the 10 pm shuttle buses are full to the brim from muggers flowing out from libraries. i was caught in the wave, i got up the bus, last stop for the journey, stood at the stairs, i looked up and see the waist of the guy next to me.

3) i know that i've been studying my pharm prac when: i know alka setlzer is an anti-hangover drug and orlistat causes one to slim down, together with flatulence and fatty stools.

4)"pharmaceutical care is a prescription of what pharmacist should be doing" is it a pun or a typo?

5) sucking on hard candy will increase salivation, and thus increase the amount of air swallowed. so lollipops keep you from bingeing because they cause bloating.

- - - added- - - - -
drug which gives orgasms when you yawn

-----------added added---------------------
my bf showed me this biochem lecture at berkeley, i enjoyed the lecture very much, much much more than LSM 2101, although it's exactly the same syllabus. anyway, the reason why he wanted to show me the lecture was for another reason to why i paid attention to the lecture. the lecturer added trivia at the end of the lecture, which was very interesting. one on caffeine... and one on viagra.

caffeine is an inhibitor of phosphodiesterase. phosphodiesterase hydrolyses cAMP so it's no longer a 2nd messenger. and so, with less hydrolysis of cAMP, we get longer and more intense effects of whatever cAMP actives. thus, the effects of caffeine.

one of the effects of cAMP is that of lowering blood pressure. so, scientist found this drug, viagra, which is a phosphodiesterase inhibitor too. so they administered viagra to everybody at a nursing home. after awhile, the new drug didn't manage to lower blood pressure so they stopped giving the folks viagra. but a riot broke out, against the termination of the clinical study. and it was found that this new drug has other properties.

thus, this led to the discovery of phosphodisesterase selectivity. cause, viagra is an inhibitor for the phosphodiesterase which hydrolyses cGMP. and cGMP is responsible for "increased attention" and blurred/blue vision caused by viagra.

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

> 11.05pm, guy and gal were chatting happily, when guy uncontrollably
> yawns
>
> bad example
> ============
> gal (sounding out): you feeling sleeping??
> guy: yeah, tired from work...
> gal (sounds concern): ok, shan't disturb u, go and sleep lah
> guy: ok, you have an early nite too..
> guy hangs up the phone.
> 5 min later, phone rings
> awaken by the phone rings, guy: hello?
> gal: .............
> guy: who's this?
> gal (feeling unjust): you felt very bothered by me is it?
> guy (confused): huh? what?
> gal: .............
> guy: why? what happened?
> gal: you find me very bothersome is it?
> guy: bothersome? why you said this??
> gal: ..............
> guy: what's the matter? how i would know if you dun say it out?
> gal: we are chatting halfway, and you yawn, and went off to sleep...
> guy: b...but, you are the one who ask me to go to sleep...
> gal: you already said want to sleep already, what else u want me to
say?
>
> guy: haiz... if you wanna chat, just say so... what for tell me to go
> sleep, and feeling unhappy in the end?
> gal: since when i'm unhappy?
> guy: isn't this unhappy? ok ok, i won't sleep the next time, will
that
> do?
> gal: what's the point? i want you to chat with me willingly, and not
> because afraid that i will be unhappy...
>
> in the end, guy spend another ?comforting gal, actual sleep time is
> 11.40pm, plus the earlier argument, he did not have a good sleep.
what
> worse is the gal may argue with the same thing again the next day.
>
> good example
> ============
> gal (sounding out): you feeling sleepy?
> guy (tired vocal, but sound interested) : abit, tired from work. but
you
> have not finished talking, carry on, i will be listening.
> gal (felt consoled): orh, but since you are tired, go and sleep then
> (still sounding out)
> never fall into the trap and hang up the phone
> guy: there's no afternoon break today, indeed more tiring. how abt i
> give u a call tomorrow morning. let's chat awhile more ok? (tells the
> reason, and offer make up measure)
> gal: oh ok. go and sleep now, you must be tired.
> gal is willing to let guy go sleep, but guy must do a bit more than
this
>
> guy: so what time you are going to sleep?
> gal: not sure, probably a bit later.
> guy: ok, but not too late, not good for health. i will be heart pain
one
> hor...
> gal (feeling loved): ok lah...
> guy: i love you the most! (even if eyes are shutting also must
remember
> to say this impt words, else all effort wasted)
> gal: i loved you too, have a good rest! (happy till can float liao)
> guy: ehmm...
> gal hang up the phone
>
> in the end, 11.10pm. guy sleep peacefully, and probably a morning
call
> from gal the next day...
>
> conclusion 1:
> female wants feeling and care. most of the time, female's logic
cannot
> be figure out with a reasoning mind.
>
> conclusion 2:
> say a few more touching words, concerning lines, will save you more
> than ¨öhr of precious time
>
> conclusion 3:
> when encounter the above situation, must always let the gal hang up
> the phone first. else it will be disastrous...
>
> conclusion 4:
> if your gf isn't like the one in the example, then congrats to u!
> treasure her!
> but if otherwise, dun accuse her of being unreasonable. what she
wants
> is very simple.
Your dating personality profile:

Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously.
Traditional - Modern culture does not move you. You hold traditional values dear to your heart.
Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited.
Your date match profile:

Conservative - Forget liberals, you need a conservative match. Political discussions interest you, and a conservative will offer the viewpoint you need.
Outgoing - Shy and timid people are not who you are after. You need someone with a vibrant personality to breathe life into a relationship.
Religious - You seek someone who is grounded in faith and who possesses religious values. You believe that a religious person can enhance your life.
Your Top Ten Traits

1. Funny
2. Traditional
3. Sensual
4. Conservative
5. Athletic
6. Wealthy/Ambitious
7. Religious
8. Adventurous
9. Practical
10. Romantic
Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Conservative
2. Outgoing
3. Religious
4. Athletic
5. Traditional
6. Funny
7. Practical
8. Romantic
9. Wealthy/Ambitious
10. Adventurous

Take the Online Dating Personality Quiz at Dating Diversions

Monday, April 18, 2005

More episodes of Bicep guy

today me and chuliet went down to tv room to watch Desperate Housewives. and guess what, bicep guy was already in the tv room. before DH started, there was parliment, then i was telling chuliet about the diff types of receding hairline... there was dragon lee, and then there was some guy who had a more advanced case than lee. when the next minister came on, bicep guy slapped his thigh and laughed out loud... me and chuliet were like *blink blink*..........

then another guy came in, munching on green peas with a lunch box full of more peas and tomatoes...

bicep guy: wah, healthy eating
green peas guy: you want? *rummages in plastic bag, plucked out a packet of oreos* you want?
bicep guy: ohh... i just had that just now....*starts munching on his packet of raisins*
green peas guy: you had dinner already? if not you can have this....
bicep guy: yah, i ate already...
green peas guy: really, really, are you sure you ate already?
bicep guy: yah yah....
green peas guy and bicep guy continue to talk over me and chu
chu and me: *blinks more*
i had a conversation with my bf yesterday, on the topic of suicide. then something i said made him very interested to meet my ex. so i figured, maybe it;s time to schedule a meeting and what better way to do it than to leave a msg on his blog, since it's awkward to msg him and say, Hi, my bf wants to meet you...

however, to my dismay, his blog closed down and in a very interesting manner...it showed a screen shot of some game...with his avatar caught in a fix, and dying there. and there's no link what-so-ever out of the blog. and the same thing goes for his best friend's blog. well too bad. and it's sad.

moving on, lately, i've been chatting with this ex-schoolmate very often recently, considering perivously, we nearly nvr talked online. and, well i'm still impressed with him, the same as in jc. and i find talking to him exciting. coz here comes someone you know, but you're not sure whether the person has changed, and it's a second chance to correct/change the impression he has of you. after quite a bit of accurate psycho-analysing, it came down to whether i could "show" my blog to him. coz afterall, a blog... is like a diary but it's public... but it's still private... so, after a bit of denying him access (this coz some hurt, coz unwittingly, i said my blog is only for friends, without clarifying myself further/earlier that i valued his opinion alot) he decided not to try to search for it coz i don't want him to read.

that decision really made me respect him. coz my blog, is so easy to find. and even after i stated the link, he didn't use it for fear it might affect the way i write my blog entries. well, i promised that it wouldn't change the way i blog, if he read it. to say i won't is a lie. but, not blogging about this, is breaking my promise too.

so this is for him. -cheers to your honesty-

ps: you won't find an entry dedicated to you anymore.. so your ego had better cherish it. =P

Sunday, April 17, 2005

TOOK a Keirsey test

Free report for: grace

Guardians, are the cornerstone of society, for they are the temperament given to serving and preserving our most important social institutions. Guardians have natural talent in managing goods and services--from supervision to maintenance and supply--and they use all their skills to keep things running smoothly in their families, communities, schools, churches, hospitals, and businesses.

Guardians can have a lot of fun with their friends, but they are quite serious about their duties and responsibilities. Guardians take pride in being dependable and trustworthy; if there's a job to be done, they can be counted on to put their shoulder to the wheel. Guardians also believe in law and order, and sometimes worry that respect for authority, even a fundamental sense of right and wrong, is being lost. Perhaps this is why Guardians honor customs and traditions so strongly--they are familiar patterns that help bring stability to our modern, fast-paced world.

Practical and down-to-earth, Guardians believe in following the rules and cooperating with others. They are not very comfortable winging it or blazing new trails; working steadily within the system is the Guardian way, for in the long run loyalty, discipline, and teamwork get the job done right. Guardians are meticulous about schedules and have a sharp eye for proper procedures. They are cautious about change, even though they know that change can be healthy for an institution. Better to go slowly, they say, and look before you leap.

Guardians make up as much as 40 to 45 percent of the population.

Saturday, April 16, 2005

so happy today... the air is cool and 2 people whose opinions i value a lot paid me complements...

one: i see u as someone who like seeing beneath the surface of things, as someone who's emotional, and rather critical ....

the other... haha... for me to know.=P

Friday, April 15, 2005


my second lava lamp. this time jeremy got it for me. i didn't buy it... and it's bigger and longer.... i mean, taller. and retro!

my newest creation, the feather earring.... more to come...right after the exams...

Tada! INtroducing........ the brillant, the gorgeous, the amazing.......pharmacy girls..!

We're so hot!....*sizzling....*

No matter what, we're still hot.

Yoo hoo!....here we are here we are, here we are again.

The Cinderella Story.....

Ditzy-Bitzy.... and Aiwen aka xiao wen....

PIck-a-boo....guess who..........

Mischy disappeared!

this pic is so... mischy... like TADA, like at me, with my jade necklace...*shakes head shakes head*

Hi CHerierie.....! so pretty, so photogenic, looks good in every photo.

Thursday, April 14, 2005

sigh, been wanting to blog but have been either procrastinating or disciplining myself. the beginning of the week was havoc.... test, presentation, test... coupled from last week's presentation, report due, test, test..... it's.... it's...........well all i can said is phew!

now i'm given everyday to sleep as long as i want...but my ultimate goal is to not gain too much weight from my exam food supply and try not to spend too much (end of sem, i spent almost all of my scholarship money already)

*recalls what i wanted to blog about*.....too many brain cells fried during test preparation, the rest of the brain cells occupied for storing information until exam....but even then, cannot delete all info....coz apparently, in year 4 there's this big oral test where they put you alone in the room with your tester and you are faced with some problem, then you have to use all your knowledge, from every year(physio, anat, drug principles, pharmacology, law, pharm practice) to answer it. DIE DIE DIE. the new dept head has assured us that no life sci or chem engin student can upsurp our throne in the employment market. because of our syllabus and our quality of student (top 3-4% supposedly).

but, according to statistical information, if you take the top 4% of a normal distribution, you can't simply use this sample of the population, throw them back into the funnel (words of wisedom from quek) and try and fit these students into a normal distribution again (cap calculation). you will get screwed up results, low student self-esteem and discrimination against the "weaker" students. that, is where i suposedly am.

enough about cap. try as much as i can to say it doesn't matter, but if its the only indicator of excellance, i'll gnaw at it. coz i'm a very competitive person.

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

was going to cramp for pharmacology yesterday night. so i figured, i shall go to the study room to study, as much as i hate the stifling air there.

when i got there, first, no chair. oK, there were chairs, but the chairs were either occupied or broken. then when i made do with a backless seat, i saw pubic hair on it. as if it's not enough, a bicep-guy (bicep only coz he has scrawny legs but... developed arms and chest) came in and pointed at the chair opposite me with a bend at his wrist (you know the gayish way) "shall i sit here?" then changed his mind and sat in another chair.

today he's here again. asked to sit in the seat opposite me again, then shifted way again. is he gay?

Friday, April 08, 2005

today i climbed gates. and damaged my shorts, and punctured my palm.

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

honestly don't see the reason in being together when that couple quarrels every other day.

now i'm supposed to be nice to everybody. you've got such an ugly character, you always pick on the flaws of others while you don't see yours. even if you don't look good, there might be something worth loving in your character. but if you already have such an ugly heart, there's really no point in trying to beautify yourself.

love the way you are. but it really kills others if you don't make an effort to shape up. actually what really kills is that all the effort that went to eating less, avoiding snacks and exercising, all goes to waste. now all you see is just a blob...you'll never believe that the former actually happened. and you remind the victim of its self consciousness at every opportunity. even if you don't mention, the mere glance you give, convicts.

hate being told what to do, worse if it's good advice. coz you cannot take it. you know its good advice and you should just apologise and accept. but it just doesn't work that way. you want so bad to rebel against that instruction and not follow it. next thing you know, you got a partner who's telling you what to do and what not to do. the exact reason why you ditched the last one.

what to do, they are just so concerned about you, they want you to turn out well.

why can't we be evil, mean and superficial.

Sunday, April 03, 2005

one of my group members has proven himself to be a true gentleman. (i really wonder how his parents taught him to be so, i want to know...) while walking towards a door, i was walking in front. as we approached, i hastened to open the door for both of us. BUT


he ran (so that he'll reach the door faster than i did) in front of me, so that he was the one who held the door open for both of us. what is the moral of the story?

"A man should never let a woman open the door for herself."

(prior to this, after a separate group meeting, we offered to carry my laptop for me. that not only lessens my load, but also frees my hands of anything. and he waited with me for the shuttle bus, eventhough he can just walk back to his hall.)
what do we learn from this?

manners transcends culture and race, if you ain't got it, you just ain't.....well, you just don't have manners.
was just looking at my "Kinsey" postcard today....( i see it everyday lah, but today,) i was thinking, people call sex-crazed humans "animals" but the logic involved is wrong!

in the animal kingdom, only dolphins and humans have sex for fun while the rest of the animals just have sex in order to produce offspring.

from this background info, shouldn't a human who is accused as "animal" be a little less or much less sexually active than a follow human being? and a sex-crazed human, is just a normal HUMAN.... unless one prefers to call him/her a dolphin...