i know, according to some of you..(you know who you are) agree that i have a come-and-bug-me face......but seriously, i think i'm getting a little too lucky.....some sort of tao3 hua1 yun4....

today, guy i flirted/danced/got acquainted (which ever your definition) with floated my sms inbox....

>hi, remember me?
>do know you my name?
>are you busy now?
>how are you doing?
>when are you going to club again?
>next time you go call me
>very diff to get your friends to club together
>sometimes we get girls to come drink with us too....
>i think you are very busy right now.....shall "talk" to you next time

etc etc

accidentally sent the add of this blog to focc yahoo groups.....panicked.....die die die........what's the worst case scenario....pak loon decides to read everything and bug my personal life...?

having food junkie tomorrow....as usually i'm quite stressed coz haven't completely ensured that everything will go well. got prizes to take care of.....impromtu things to settle....as usually too lots of paper work.....and the challenge trophy ah....so big... taller than me when i carry it. and a med lect saw me and asked, is it for me?....hahaha. lots of people making eyes at me and expressions to recognise the fact that i'm carrying an extra large thingy in front of me. now it's sitting on my table...no space for me to do anything other than use my laptop.

had an interesting day. at 3am in the morning this guy called chris, 27, kl, icq me and ask whether i want to see him naked....then since it was 3 am in the morning....it was good amusement, so i said..ok....so took the trouble to download msn and install etc....then saw the webcam directed at this ** on the webcam.....then... jeremy came along and disturbed the poor guy....saying things like are you sure it's supposed to be like that? why does it look weird ....etc etc...then the guy sounded very insecure of himself....hahahaha

then the best part....the guy said he got nothing to arouse him. so jeremy went and told him a story about the beach, girl in bikini and thong and wiggling....(in his actually words when he tells other people about it). then ask the guy enough a not, then he said yah, thanks....

hahaha....didn't know such a thing exists...

then today right, some engin year 4 guy called me from his home phone
Guy:Hi, you are Grace rite?
Me:Yah,
GUy: you are organising the food junkie challenge rite?
Me: yah
Guy: i'm jing long(can't catch his name), i saw you the other day at sci canteen, i was wondering whether we can be friends.
Me: OKay....
Guy: i mean, it's ok rite? you are not freaked out or something rite? i know its not a usually thing.
Me: no no...i'm ok with making friends
Guy: is there anybody who will be unhappy with you making friends like your boyfriend or something?
Me: no....making friends is good, i dun mind widening my social circle.
GUy: but you have a boyfriend?
Me: yah, but he should be okay with me making friends...
Guy: but you know the intent i have for making friends rite?
Me: but i don't think your intent will be achieved...
Guy: so you are staying at home or in hall?
Me: i stay in hall
Guy: which hall
Me: pgp
Guy: so is your boyfriend staying in pgp
Me: yah
GUy: so he is your senior lah
Me: yah
Guy: pharmacy senior?
Me: no, he's probably in the same fac as you (thinking that engin is a very big fac and such a desperate guy...)
Guy: what fac is your bf in
Me: what fac are you in?
Guy: engin
Me: yah same
Guy: so you got to know your bf thru pgp lah?
Me: Yah....
Guy: so are you in your room rite now?
Me: no, i'm actually rushing for a meeting now...
Guy: ok lah...i call you another time loh....
Me: ok...
*conversation ended*

just had prac.....lab tech says cannot paste the label on the rough parts of the bottle and the bottle is so small.....we had to trim all the 4 auxillary labels to only the words itself which is about half a cm. and glue it onto the bottle....no sticker even. and then we had to fold the label out in the middle, forming a flab in the middle of the bottle, very obscene. then my bench people were complaining about the stupidity of pasting so many labels and all in red, so intimidating.....if we were the patients....we couldn't even try to take the medicine. then i commented that i cannot stand it, i have to document the ridiculous label...then we all lined our bottles up in a line...took pictures at different angles then tried a different arrangement...and snap some more.....chao hilarious.....hahahahah...still waiting for time to pass...maybe i should go study genetics.

as requested:

for those of you wondering if i had a nice valentine's day.....no....but i had a nice celebration.

went to fuzion on friday had a nice dinner...very worth it too. the food was good the manager also coaxed us to take a picture to enter this competition for the most attractive couple. the first time me and jeremy saw the poster we were like, forget it lah. so we posed for her and jeremy decided to kiss me after we took the picture and the manager shrieked,"oh, that's a good picture, can you all kiss again so i can take a picture?" then we were like, "OKay...".....then they gave us chocolates...got coconut inside one!!! so nice to eat. then got 2 teddy bears also. after that went to see how the usp people were doing with their buffet.nobody there one....then ben was trying hard to cut loses on the flowers and selling them at one rose $2....so jeremy bought me one more rose, bought 2 roses, for 2 of my cluster mates...then wrote some lovey dovey note signing of as kh....hahaha, one of them actually tot it was kh who came and delivered the flowers.

then walked to west coast via this very niely built foot path...like in a park lah....lit all the way, far from the sounds of the highway and along the way spotted many people, or shall i say couples, in deserted parts of the park....then reached west coast played with all their playgrounds......very fun leh.....am even thinking of having an amzing race obstacle course there.....not very dangerous but very fun.....

so that ended my valentine's day celebration with tulips.

mugged the whole of saturday and sunday for my physio test.....in the end i forgot everything i studied on saturday. ....i think i need to buy more memorax or vit b to enhance my memory. sighz.....

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was at chatterbox today.....almost went crazy with all the beautiful flowers there.....even some of the roses were nice......

enjoy:

feel apprehensive.....i know that stress is goingto build up. just like today, i have 2 hours for lunch. here i am trying to clear my mail that has accumulated for a while. need to go osa to request for permission to hang banner. then need to go for lab.....which is synonymous to WAR. then rush to dg/dinner which is out of school then need to come back to school to see simin dance. then only cansit down and start doing my homework. speaking of which i still haven't finish watching the webcast yet. and the tut for that lect is today, just had it.

saw the chem eng cute guy again....graded him 9.3 but today...he was a disappointment. my friends say its his hair.....but now he is only worth 7.....

got this terrible nagging feeling that things are seeping out of my head.

found this on my table today......

feel better now....vented my feelings on the following.......

feel very disturbed now....very....i'm getting very distracted....i keep thinking of him.

want to vent it somewhere.....apparently i'm not the only one....my friend is also going thru this phase too....

sigh....why are all the bashes this sem making sexuality as their publicity vehicle? getting sick of them liao.

saw an article in malaysian newspapers titled vice and virginity. talks about the 3 forces colleges girls face today. one is society's traditional view on virginity. to them, a girl's value is measured by her virginity and its an all-or-nothing idea. not virgin, not a person who demands respect when in the first place, girls aren't very respected esp on the roads. personally i've been a victim....when the guys see that i'm a female driver, they feel free to curse fuck and show middle finger etc. coz they know i won't get out of my car and punch them in their faces....and in actual fact that was exactly what i want to do. but then jeremy calls this nature of me "belligerent". *pouts*

then the second force is something i can't rem then the 3rd one is hormonal force. research shows that teenagers are most strongly affected by their sex hormones at the age of 19 to 20.... (that's me rite?) yup. the writer proposed that society allows couples to get married after the a levels so that the marriage will put the teens' minds at ease and concentrate on studies. besides, the cost of living together is much less, contrary to common belief. so interesting. and then the author also added that parents have to understand that pre-marital sex does not directly lead to impregnation. hahahaha...................oh yah...and he also added that most parents think that having relationships distract a person in their studies.....that's because they themselves have not been to the U and thus don't know how it is for us.......

amazing that this article actually got published in a malaysian newspaper.

home today....almost entertained the idea of staying in hostel to study for chem n us....but seeing how i tend to daydream the minute i look at my notes....think i'll be better off spending time to travel to and fro malaysia. realised that the test is 20% final grade and exam is 35% only.....puts my mind to ease as to how to cope for exam...got chem and us right in the middle of 2 mugger papers.

must blog more when i'm free....find that my typing speed has reduced a lot loh.....and the worst part about coming home ah....i just found out that my younger sister who is now 5-10 cm taller than me is 3 kg less heavy.....oh no........oh no........how how....
i keep telling myself it's the muscles.....and when i was in sec one.....i really was much lighter......=|

did most of my LSM tut today.....feel so guai....tut is on wed.....that's when i can meet my cute chem eng guy again........

got a red and itchy butt....due to vodka...hope it'll go away soon and not take 2 weeks.

SOOooo long never blog already.....losing the speed at typing......anyway, i lost my inspiration to blog along with my handphone....my off button couldn't work....and then somehow, the handphone shut itself off......so i was left with no handphone, and the worst part is, i had to do lots of communication last week and some how, all my contacts were absorbed into my handphone memory and i couldn't contact anyone even if i changed handphone.....so poor thing......didn't expect myself to be so dependent on it...

so no handphone, no hp camera.....so sad....in the end got my handphone fixed...its working good now....but somehow hor.....the extention doesn't work anymore.....so sad, now no radio....luckily my camera is in built and not extention.

went chionging last night.......it feels like so long since i went to a club......ever since my very eventful 19th birthday......but last night was great....the place very big.....music is good.....drinks were on free flow......not that it was a great thing or what....in fact, if it was only two cups per person, i might not have gotten a headache last night.....but the drunkedness was good enough....good enough to lose oneself into and enjoy the rhythm of the music....

yup......good music, got better after faith, wl and marc left....pity....but i'm glad i stayed for it. was so so so surprised i saw my pharmacy seniors there.......it was like OMG.....and i didn't know he smoked....i mean...it was expected that if he pubs often, he smokes right....but i didn't expect it anyway. then he introduced me to his friend Nick.....hahaha, name is like tom, dick, harry. yah but anyway the place was cold....before the crowd arrived. drank more than 5 cups....was like...shit.....over dose!

then learnt how to play finger guessing....my senior saboed me to drink again....then danced with bizcom and haze.......then don't know how, faith they all dancing on the platform liao....then kenna pulled to join them....then that nick guy ah....he's a guy lah....got close to me while trying to talk to me above the music volume.....heh, but then he wouldn't do anything fun coz if anything, he will be ruining my senior's reputation and there's a fair bit more for him to go before graduation.......yup...flirted ....a bit....too bad my friends couldn't make it....more targets .....

then later faith they all left and my senior persuaded me to stay for one hour more....he said he would drive me back....so ok loh....free ride anyway. then got headache, jeremy made tea for me....made me finish it and bathe proper before i slept so that i'll sleep better....and read the devotional readings to me....while i was trying to pay full attention. so glad of jeremy....where got such a bf, let you go flirt then come back...take care of you....must get something very special for him for v day....but don't know what....how?

i actually woke up in time for my 8 am lect this morning....but by 10 something i was drifting to sleep already....then after 12...i came back to room and slept till 3.30 then i had to drag myself to my chem tut....only 3 pple were then at 4.05.......best loh.....