feel very disturbed now....very....i'm getting very distracted....i keep thinking of him.

want to vent it somewhere.....apparently i'm not the only one....my friend is also going thru this phase too....

sigh....why are all the bashes this sem making sexuality as their publicity vehicle? getting sick of them liao.

saw an article in malaysian newspapers titled vice and virginity. talks about the 3 forces colleges girls face today. one is society's traditional view on virginity. to them, a girl's value is measured by her virginity and its an all-or-nothing idea. not virgin, not a person who demands respect when in the first place, girls aren't very respected esp on the roads. personally i've been a victim....when the guys see that i'm a female driver, they feel free to curse fuck and show middle finger etc. coz they know i won't get out of my car and punch them in their faces....and in actual fact that was exactly what i want to do. but then jeremy calls this nature of me "belligerent". *pouts*

then the second force is something i can't rem then the 3rd one is hormonal force. research shows that teenagers are most strongly affected by their sex hormones at the age of 19 to 20.... (that's me rite?) yup. the writer proposed that society allows couples to get married after the a levels so that the marriage will put the teens' minds at ease and concentrate on studies. besides, the cost of living together is much less, contrary to common belief. so interesting. and then the author also added that parents have to understand that pre-marital sex does not directly lead to impregnation. hahahaha...................oh yah...and he also added that most parents think that having relationships distract a person in their studies.....that's because they themselves have not been to the U and thus don't know how it is for us.......

amazing that this article actually got published in a malaysian newspaper.