jeremy's back.


when i saw him at the airport, i practically had no feeling whatsoever. i've been thinking and missing him for so long, i couldn't feel anything at that point in time.

he didn't cut his hair for 5 months... OMG. his hair was all spoofy and long (think alvin) and add a grey sweater, he looked like he travelled forward in time from trhe 70s.

first contact: grab me by the waist and hug me

to me, it felt SO weird... like some stranger was hugging me... can't believe i've been single for 5 mths then someone comes along and hugs me...not momentarily either... and i'm expected to return that gesture??

had dinner at bukit timah plaza... then went for his haircut and movie at westmall. haha, lucky we had enough time for the haircut and the movie... CLOSER is truely a good show... wanling is right.... it's very very good. i'm saying this not because of the lingerie...

not bad, after a while, i re-tuned myself to being in a relationship, and deeply in love at that... really don't want it to die off. but who are we kidding? it will ultimately die off.

paid $20 for the price of slacking away, played mahjong with mark, shiyuan and andy and lost heavily. it's just my fault to agree to gamble, and not do homework like i told my mom i would. but it wasn't my fault, it was yuan xiao (15th day of CNY) and i was alone in a foreign country, and there was no mambo session, nobody to eat dinner with me, shiyuan called, so i immediately agreed. i regret.

have spent a lot this week. mon went shopping spent $57, withdrew $50 as my pocket money for the week. then lost $20 at mahjong, then top up ez link card $10, spent $91 on jeremy's present...all $200 gone.... to think i was being happy i kept to my limit of $50 per week.... what a spendthirft!

Term break at my place
haha, been wanting to blog about it... but i was just super stressed about all my schoolwork, worrying whether i can cope with 4 projects, plus jeremy coming back on sat, plus me slacking around ( i try not to slack... but out of so many days, only sunday and thurs were prodcutive, coincidentally, they are the 1st and last day of term break)

brought wanling and her welfare com guys to my place... basically it was a food holiday, anybody coming to malaysia should just eat all the nice food... that's the most worth doing... shopping isn't that great... but the market and things on sale are diff from those in singapore...diff tastes. i myself didn't shop in johor... shopping with waikit and co was an equal eye opener to me... i didn't even know that there was rotiboy in city square....

came to my place, watched MEAN GIRLS, haha was funny.... i think i watched it 3x already...then play truth or dare... (didn't know that we could still dig new secrets from each other, basically i was the only stupid one who surrendered info, the rest of them esp the guys didn't contribute anything, alivn "forgot" everything we wanted to know about) then the guys stayed up to watch football at 3.30 am and in between my dad gave a lecture ( i forgot to consciously time how long that took) and seeing how irrelevant my dad was, and how bad his english is...it's understandable, but lots of grammar and vocab mistakes?, i tried to end the lecture by asking him to watch tv or start playing bridge with the guys.... how rude i was... but, it was early in the morn, if my dad went on, we'd have drifted to sleep.

got to show everybody that i could also drive... but by some miraculous stroke of luck, the car engin starter decided to fault when i tried to start the engin to drive to dinner...it didn't fault earlier (at the shopping centre car park), not later at the restaurant, but outside my house) so we all started to manouvre the car into the porch... was hilarious, and wanling was the best, she ran into the house, took her digicam and took pics of us toiling away. but nonetheless, the "holiday" was interesting... alvin found naruto 28 and 29... he's so happy..haha

went to orchard today, more repcisely, Far east plaza... i don't really shop at any other place. i was thinking of waxing... then didn't do that, wondered of to buy myself a denim skirt which i wanted so long... a casual bottom.... so i don't look so overdressed, more like a science year 2 student, instead of some arts year 3.....

and then i saw a shop selling casual tops at $5.... i don't mind spending on them... it's probably going to last me 2 years, which is the rest of my uni life... don't think i'll be wearing those clothes while working... so... yah. good enough, there was a pink (what do ytou call that thing which is like a spag strap but has only one side) and 3 other tops, in green, yellow and pale blue... wanted to try other colours, but only blue had that design... i KNOW i have many many blue tops already... but what to do i look good in blue mah....


then bought 2 lace panties... (info overload)....but i have to blog about it... i'm proud of myself...

for my info, brazillian wax is $35 min....

finally the sem has come to half time.....sigh.... the only thing i'm happy about is that jeremy's coming back. have 4 projects to do...yah yah yah i rattle on about my 4 projects everyday and nvr really try to complete them. and then i go about my life doing things like salsa, salsa, salsa ( i don't think i'm doing anything else). then take up my time and energy. sigh, now i'm not even doing anything jewelry making. so stressed... i put on weight....now i look terrible.

plus today got sports carnival. 9am to 2 pm. my sister say i'm very free. then got burnt on my limbs and face and neck.... if i went naked, or not with t shirt i might have gotten myself tanned red but that's besides the point. the point is i'm complaining/ahppy with myself that i got myself tanned. coz going by usual convention, tanned = fit. so...but i'm super red...hope the burns subside quickly. if they don't, i can't wear any top which does not have a round neck cut.

i bought my first bottle of aloe vera gel, first bottle of something that deals with sun burns.... even the bottle of sunblock i have at home was bought by my mom... and it's been there since i can remember.... so those are not counted. feel so rpoud of myself... but aloe vera gel does not treat burn, it just soothes the pain... which is not good enough, coz have to reapply and reapply all the time. i've even taken the trouble to move down to an air-conned study room (like what i'm doing now) to help matters.

did i mention that i was refereeing handball tournament today.... i think there were 10 matches... we were playing round robin.... siao! i never concentrated so hard for games before. one match after another... was very dehydrated, am seriously burnt and was very tired. partly coz i slept at only 3 am yesterday night, was using msn, i crashed after bathing. didn't have lunch... only had a piece of bread for breakfast which i stole from the fridge. i'm sure they don't mind... bread is always hardest to finish...

anyway, i decided not to go back to malaysia today, hope i dun live to regret it tonight... might feel lonely... didn't have my chicken chop from the western food stall at the non air-con canteen so i don't feel so good. plus when i realised it was chingay today... i couldn't make it in time to get a seat at orchard.... so... very sad, i've always wanted to watch chingay live...now i that i have the freedom to, i'm too tired to do so. very soon i'll grow old and lose the energy to go out. (oh no, i'm turning 21 this year, so old, adult...but still very much in the control of my mum)

must blog this, and have a record, so that i won't forget. (of late i've been very scatterbrain. i leave my room and soon i create a ist of things i forgot to bring eg watch, covered-toe shoes, my RING!, handphone, book, notes, prac manual..... everything.

had a reasonable happy valentine's, lets forget the bad events. (but it did cause me really really swollen puffy eyes this morning) yah. Thank you Simin....=) for the basket of joy she helped jeremy make. with ferreros and a bouquet of 12, with nice decor and rose petals which will flutter to the ground when the wind blows, serving as a testimony to my passing by.

chocolates, Wonderful in occasional servings, once a day, but will be undervalued if there's too much. overflow of chocolates, i must say, in my pharmacy class..... girls are sweet little things... cakes, cookies, chocolates... everything.

sometimes, you just lose the fire to blog, then out of a sudden, you realise the importance of a blog space.....

today i finally bought the FMH collector's edition... the one with half undone bikini model on the front. wanted to see what's so fantastic about the girls, and also to watch how guys peep/steal glances at the contents of the mag, especially when a girl's flipping thru it on the mrt.

hahaha, but i must say, i could have found a better timing.... at 9.30, the mrt is just too sparse.... didn't get a lot of responses.

to start, all 3 guys, sitting on the left and right of me, peered over my shoulder to look. including the girl whose gf was with him. then there was an old man who had to take off his glasses, rub his eyes....

nothing else much....but best asians goes to thailand, best girls to US, hottest positions goes to thailand, and fav piece of clothing... on steph song. the blue and white one.

firecrackers....this is really small fry, when i was driving home, we saw fireworks, just bursting into a flower formation in front... so nice. good to have rich neighbours who can get their hands on good fireworks, and living in malaysia..... but i take that back, just today, there was no water supply....what the #$%

my childhood playmate, cousin. missed those days.... the most outragous thing we did together.... hmm... bathe together.... (don't ask me why, and don't talk about it)

mi only grandparent left and her youngest daughters....hope she gets to see her grandchildren get married

my parents.... almost all their photos now are like that... but mom's very happy about every pic they took

MAHJONG galore!.... hahaha, the on-going game and advisees....so nice... the feeling, cousins playing together

yup, my takings for the day, so far, me have been spending the $$ i earned from the bazaar on lots of food (chinatown snacks) and these.... if you want to know what exactly i bought... you have to look closely. oh, the jeans were free, ha ha!

went shopping at orchard last sat. spent quite a bit, for a person who had nothing in mind.

Frosted chocolate malt. from swensen's. yummy! had a craving for chocolate one day, so we went to holland v, must thank those who went with me so readily =) had bbqed chicken wings, and duck meat noodles too. so, that thursday was very nice.... flashed my satisfied, happy look many times. chocolate malt is really nice!

EVERYBODY, i have an announcement to make, i've found another "fiona" to spoil. hahaha, it's my business partner, or whatever you call her. we're in the job together, and i especially bought the beads for this colour coz i remembered her saying she loved this colour the best our of all the pink or purple shades. well, you should have seen the smile on her face when i showed her this during lecture. hahaha. not that i'll spoil fiona less, that is.

this... is.... my pharmacy classmate. better not mention her name since i don't have her permission to paste her name on my blog. all ya pharm babes will know who this is.... misch says she'll be GOREGOUS if she really dresses up, already, she's so pretty... perfect model for necklaces... hahaha. standing beside a guy she might look like the pretty doctor's assistant.. hahaha... that's from aiwen. brillant colour coordination. have been telling alvin so many times that pharm has many babes...he's still not convinced.

This pic, Sylvia will know who he is. for the uninformed, it's basically the handsome guy who has a blog and friendster account with his gf. and they publish nude pictures of them "canoodling"....yah, even one at esplanade library. yah, but he's a track junior from NJ, misch and still cannot understand how we missed out such a charming guy, from sitting at the grand stand every morning.

HAPPY. happy after a good practice session of salsa. good meaning i tot i did well, to the standards which i can achieve.

but the door mistress is very irritating.... keep squeezing money out of us. granted we attended 2 lessons on one day, we should pay for it lah.... but....it'll just coz us to come to the bar less often.... and also think she's a bitch. yah... initially i wanted to just buy a drink and enter.... she insisted on getting our attendance cards... and she kept them until all the lessons were over... so we cannot say, oh, we aren't going to attend this lesson....*grrrr*

otherwise, it was a nice day, didn't have to rush around school, no rush, had nice breakfast at yih, the greakfast set, with tea, half boiled eggs and kaya toast, then printed notes, then crashed LSM lect aka most boring lecture of the century. during which, i finished the first of aiwen's tremendous jewellery order (very good though, more money.) yup then managed to keep track of what the pharmaco lecturer was saying, he was rushing for don't know what... and all the new medical terms... super jialat.... we ended at 4, timetable said we supposed to end at 6. so the salsa girls went to chinatown to have ah boling tang yuan and bak kut teh... so nice....... yah... but the bak kut teh could do better. yup then was salsa....

played the instructor's partner... very nervous, was scared i made a mistake, then all my lessons will have gone to waste, and then yanqing will have to look for a new instructor's partner.

oh yah, guess what, i say Joy....at her first lesson....to think i met so many people there. and i heard someone call me at the med lib today, it's a salsa kaki from xenbar too.... yay!

with good food and a great past time, i can only ask for less projects....