i'm not supposed to be awake at this time, i slept at 3 last night, i've only had 3 plus hours of sleep. the reason i'm awake now, is coz i just had a horrifying nightmare. so bad, i woke up, and can't think of anything ELSe. usually for nightmares, you just think of something else and you just forget it. but it was all just too vivid.

i was dreaming about weird people, like in ripley's believe it or not. there was a kid, born with this defect that caused his skinbone as well, to go invisible/translucent as he grew. then one day, this sick neurologist conned him into this hotel room, and said: you know, doctors all over the world have been dying to see how exactly the human brain works. and you! you are the answer to everything, with you, i can see the processes of the human brain, as it is working. the kid just accepts to help in the name of scientific discovery.

the neurologist then takes a hammer and knocks lightly on the kid's head. the kid retorted in pain. then all of a sudden, 2 evil accomplices of the neurologist appeared. one suggested tape-ing the kid's mouth, so that no sound would be heard, the other just forcible held the kid down, and even taught the neurologist to knock the brain harder. so the neurologist took a hard knock, and the kid cringed totally, in GREAT SEVERE pain. and no one could hear him.

at this point i just grabbed the kid, in a blanket, opened the room door. and because if i just let him run away, he'll just be caught again by the evil people, i threw him down the building... to this area right outside the rubbish chute. then i panicked! i just realised i killed someone. so i called my mom, at the same time walking briskly to the lift. somehow my mom appeared with me at the lift.

but just as i was thinking whether i should report it to the police or just run away, coz the kid is invisible, nobody can see the body. someone, one of the 3 bad people in the hotel room came out, pulled/tugged my hand, and told me the rubbish collector arrived. and they found an invisible lump outside the collecting duct(coz somebody actually kicked it). in my dream's mind i was like oh no........... they found the body. and the police will be able to find fingerprints, or investigation will lead to me. then i'll be hung or executed for killing someone. and i'll go to jail. at this point, my thinking was so disturbing that i woke up. it didn't comfort me that i was dreaming. no happy thoughts came to my mind.