got so angry today, my face muscles ached from frowning... and smiling... smiling because i kept bumping into people i know and i had to smile... to say hi at least. then i had to pinch and massage the face muscles until my face was red.... i was only short of throwing stuff. but firstly i only have my file in my hands, and i don't want to spoil it, its the last usable one i have. no place to threw it at while shouting and scolding.

long fingernails... feel like slapping a person... anybody so that i can leave fingernail scratch marks on the cheeks... evil! i know. but this is something i think of and not act on.